A Place Called, Subspace
“i’ve recently gone in a place within myself, subspace. One of the first things i learned was that the most desired place to reach during play was ”subspace.” The first time i found myself in subspace, i realized why everyone was so eager to get there. The physiological and psychological descent from total consciousness to the relaxing, uninhibited plane that is sub-space was mind-blowing – indeed, mind-expanding – especially the first time it happened.
i realized i was on to something and began a pursuit of this state of being that engulfed most of my weekends and my free time thoughts. Not only could i indulge the fantasies of Your control, fantasies i had carried since childhood, but now i could expand upon them. i could take the fantasies one step further.
In subspace, i could let myself go altogether – become totally engrossed in a shameless display of wanton sexuality in the midst of a meditative state of relaxation, and do so with the blessing, the approval and the encouragement of my Master Solomon.
As my experience as a submissive is growing, and my opportunities to play is expanding, i am more attuned to the methods by which subspace is actualized, and am able to achieve it not only through Your exquisite use of torture and pleasure, but by coordinating its occurrence in my own mind as well. i remember playing with You, and with the first strike of the flogger, i was in subspace…”